banana_meccanica

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[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 4 points 1 year ago (2 children)

I do, but I don't think so.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it -5 points 1 year ago

Well actually agree with this upopular opinion. Maybe because I am old school, I remember youtube was just something random, videos made by casual who don't really pretending to become "ultra-rich-content-creator-influencers". Now its all about monetize every single bit.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 1 points 1 year ago

Sadly most of people (lovers, bots, scammers) dealing the same way IRL. Its all about what you have to offert (aka money).

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 19 points 1 year ago (4 children)

Honestly I don't know, I give up on life time ago, then this last year I start "living" again by having a daily activies and job. But I deal with this like someone dead inside, I don't feel any joy. I am not even looking for a goal. I see nothing in other people, I interact with then know that i get forget as soon the day end. I am just too scared to kill myself.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 6 points 1 year ago (1 children)

You are insane if you believe that the story would be same without Fiona as Ogre. Shrek is unique and in this fantasy cartoon he finds easly: 1.A job 2. Friends 3. another unique female perfect fit for him. In real life the guy who lives in trash will easily die alone in a routine of meanless with hardly half of this listed things.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 10 points 1 year ago (3 children)

Shrek change his life not because his will. He was forced to leave his swamp and then lucky he found the mostly friendly creatures, plus the only lady around that knows what is to be an ogre. So what we talking about?

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 9 points 1 year ago

You can be positive at end because you have save something with your work. I have your age, never work a single day of my life, I don't have a bank account, I'm just living with my 70yo parent and keep going with his money that is the wage of essential worker. Where I am going? Enjoy what? What ride? I only see that probably I have to work like a slave in future, and that's it.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 1 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (1 children)

I'm glad to finally read someone that's say something real. Its all about lying, yes I educate myself and I even try to fake a fair enough resumee. I realize this is the only way to hope for something. I don't have special abilities, not good at math, coding boring me. I try a lot of thing in this life, I am in a training program now, but things move slowly, I'm 35, I should have a wife by now, an happy place called home, but looks so far away, looks even that I lost the train to having that life. Feeling already old even if I do nothing, life ask things I dont have. Stupid things like a car, I don't want it, I don't like it, but people want me to have it. This example apply to everything. In order to have something I wish for I need to want something I don't like, that's so stupid and I feel bad.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 2 points 1 year ago (4 children)

Still everything is now ashes, dust in the wind, nothing. All this fun hobbies are now only a meanless memory, I didn't have nothing back, all the fun you say is become, for me, hate. Hate to have wasted my time laughing like a fool behind videogames, books, even sports, telling myself that was okay, creating a big lie that hobby was something important, just to see it ending without any result. So that's the point, limited time sure it's everything, but meaning is also everything in this life.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it -1 points 1 year ago

Tree with intelligence? I don't see any reason why this trees accepts to be buildings, there will be no benefit from them to having us around.

[–] banana_meccanica@feddit.it 7 points 1 year ago (8 children)

I didn't find any good enough hobby in this 35 years of life that didn't fade after some time. At moment I'm very empty inside, I spend half day sleeping and other half working, everything looks expansive to do, I give up on everything, I'm keeping myself alive because I'm just scared of the pain and I can't imagine stop existing.

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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by banana_meccanica@feddit.it to c/scienza@feddit.it
 

Ho una domanda alla quale vorrei una risposta semplice, non per forza esatta ma con qualche base, e possibilmente non un lungo trattato scientifico. La domanda è: Esiste l'etere luminifero? Ha qualche collegamento con la quint'essenza? Esiste la possibilità di sintetizzare questa definizione di etere? Potrebbe indicare che la dimensione dello spazio vuoto oltre le nostre dimensioni sia proprio colmo, o sommerso, in questo elemento? Grazie per le eventuali risposte.

 

In recent weeks I have met a pretty and sweet girl with what I consider her only biggest problem: her IQ. She is slow, does not remember things and has no concentration at all, has no arguments, systematically repeats the usual twenty words. (A bit like the character of Forrest Gump, for those who do not know what low iq means). I feel like I like it to go deeper, but I wonder if it's not a mistake. Do you have similar experiences?

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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by banana_meccanica@feddit.it to c/mentalhealth@lemmy.world
 

I'm about to explode because of a person, one of the bosses at work, which is always ironic in a bad way, to tease, to feel superior. I've been obligated to suffer for a month, and now I feel like I explode. I do gym and meditate, but every week this person ruines everything. I'm afraid I ran out violently, I'm trapped because I don't have an alternative, there's only that job now and for next year, I wonder if my life is going to end like this, for a fight, fired and arrested, while the boss continues to enjoy and insult his employees....

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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by banana_meccanica@feddit.it to c/mentalhealth@lemmy.world
 

i thought I was getting better, but I'm falling apart. I feel like a clown, I interact with people, they laugh and then turn their backs. At the end of the day I'm back here, alone, and I'm so sick.

 

The evening was going well until a person 15 years younger than me started talking to me about his 2-year-old son. And I think of my life, alone and miserable playing the loser.

 

Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli a 15 anni dall'uccisione. Con Ture Magro.

Martedì 26 Settembre 2023 ore 21.00 Aula T2, Polo Zanotto, Viale dell'Università 4 - Verona Ingresso libero sino ad esaurimento posti

Qui il 1 maggio 2008 è stato strappato alla sua giovane vita Nicola Tommasoli. Il suo ricordo sia per tutti un richiamo ai valori di rispetto della vita umana di tolleranza e convivenza civile il cui smarrimento fu causa della sua scomparsa

 

Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli a 15 anni dall'uccisione. Con Ture Magro.

Martedì 26 Settembre 2023 ore 21.00 Aula T2, Polo Zanotto, Viale dell'Università 4 - Verona Ingresso libero sino ad esaurimento posti

Qui il 1 maggio 2008 è stato strappato alla sua giovane vita Nicola Tommasoli. Il suo ricordo sia per tutti un richiamo ai valori di rispetto della vita umana di tolleranza e convivenza civile il cui smarrimento fu causa della sua scomparsa

 

Uno Strappo. Il caso Nicola Tommasoli a 15 anni dall'uccisione. Con Ture Magro.

Martedì 26 Settembre 2023 ore 21.00 Aula T2, Polo Zanotto, Viale dell'Università 4 - Verona Ingresso libero sino ad esaurimento posti

Qui il 1 maggio 2008 è stato strappato alla sua giovane vita Nicola Tommasoli. Il suo ricordo sia per tutti un richiamo ai valori di rispetto della vita umana di tolleranza e convivenza civile il cui smarrimento fu causa della sua scomparsa

 

I spending this days trying to import the adobe maximo models and animation, but this importing system really don't make me feel good. I can't properly editing anything inside godot that only some basic setting that easily broken everything. When I'm trying to add a new animation to an existing set its fails forcing me to re-do everything from begin. How can this make sense? Really I can't have an open animation library? Do I really need to redo everything everytine if I wish adding new animations? What do I missing to this process?

 

What happen to Godot forum? Someone tell me it happen a drama with administrator. Mind to tell the story? It is for this reason that Q&A is closed for migration?

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submitted 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) by banana_meccanica@feddit.it to c/caffeitalia@feddit.it
 

Domanda per chi si è imbarcato in questa impresa. Quale è stato il periodo piú lungo che avete dovuto attendere? In particolare con priorità bassa. Chiedo perchè sono rimasto di stucco ricevendo nel ultimo mese (con impegnativa) più volte la porta in faccia sentendomi dire che è impossibile prendere una data, che è tutto occupato per i prossimi 90 giorni, che dovrei telefonare tutti i giorni per avere un posto (???). Mi demoralizza molto questo modo di gestire le cose casualmente.

 

Oggi sono andato al bar del mio paese dopo dieci anni che non frequentavo più. Avevo fame e ho pensato di fare una cosa che un tempo consideravo normale, cioè consumare una piadina al bar. Appena ho letto il prezzo della piadina ho capito di essere approdato in un nuovo mondo, che tutto è cambiato e che me la potevo sognare. 4€ e 20 centesimi per una piadina che dieci anni fa avrei pagato la metà, e difatti nel portafoglio l'unica cose che avevo erano 2€ e qualche centesimo. Penso a quanto possa cucinare a casa mia con 4.20€ e mi sembra ridicolo. Non credo consumerò mai più in locali pubblici, che vita miserabile.

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