webghost0101

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[–] webghost0101@sopuli.xyz 1 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (3 children)

Its hard to explain hiding methods because they depend on the situation. Its much easier as an adult then as a child because i am not questioned as much.

On my job i can work mostly independently and have acquired positive credibility.

I’ll give you a pattern i distinctly remember from school.

Pre context: I was always unable to concentrate to the live lesson that was occurring i still cant do phone calls for the same reason. Because i often still stared in the right direction this was more frequently not noticed (though enough to still have the label). Then when we had to do a task i suddenly notice everyone moving and i had no idea what the class even about.

But i was very good at independently interpreting the knowledge in a given handbook or on a blackboard, very quickly. So in the beginning i was able to catch up and start on the assignment during this same time and eventually i started to secretly learn independently during the class.

I have 2 distinct memories of situations that occurred as a result.

  • i was scolded multiple times for not paying attention, which did happen frequently but now was because i was obviously looking in the book and writing when i was supposed to listen. But from my perspective i was paying attention to the source material actively doing my best to understand it. That really broke something me.

  • we got a new math teacher in middle of the year. They gave us a test but apparently my class was not yet taught the formulas required. This only came to light when someone complained as we got the graded test back. The teacher singled my test out as proof that we had already seen it because “i” did have the correct answer… My class was not happy.

For the record i have never been able to memorize any mathematical formula. Instead i use the question to estimate a possible answer, reverse engineer a formula from the deducted answer to then solve the problem normally. In some way this will pattern on its own where i first solve it my own way in order to understand what other people expected and then writing down those expectations is a form of masking and hiding.

On my job i am selective to who i let in on certain “shortcuts” and alternative flows that i discovered.

If this reply lacks sense, i typed it in 3 parts over the course of hours.

[–] webghost0101@sopuli.xyz 1 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (5 children)

To address your question about high functioning and masking. Those definitely do not imply a "desaturated autism", such is simply a social perception from outsiders.

Somewhere within the values of their colour wheel there is potential to develop certain skills. Some of those skills may as you say blend in either because they are the same skill or they developed an unique skill that is perceived as normalcy.

Different situations require different skills, being in a classroom is different from being at home, a dinner party or having to take the bus.

Some kids may have it easier to be perceived as high functional in your class because they have matching skills. But are unable to function in any other situations. They are masking in the sense that you are unable to perceive that they do not function the same way in situations where you are not there. In fact your personal experience may make your an easier person to talk to and create a bias of seeing higher functions. I know an example of someone who functioned very well in school, never was suspected of being related to autism, believed they where normal themselves, had a friend group, good grades. Then ended up in a mental facility months after graduating because they had no way of understanding how life worked or how to maintain there current social relations beyond the very rigid and rule based nature of the school they had been going to.

The kids who developed their own skills may appear not recognizable within this group but may actual suffer an intense energy drain that you can't see. Potentially crashing some other times. They are masking what i would call a form of imposer syndrome. They only show what they know you will accept as normal. For me this means showing results and hiding the methods. I am biased to call this group highly (differently) functional because i am a part of it. But my experience is that people genuinely often do not understand my natural flow of reasoning and constructive thinking to the point of dismissal and ridicule. But i have learned how to frame my results in a form that they will recognize as the correct answer (even if i feel that answer is barely acceptably accurate).

There are times i am so drained and so low i stop being able to form sentences properly and people who don't know me well will look at me like i am clearly intellectually challenged (i am reasoning perfectly fine within my mind, i don't need language to do so), then other times i impress someone with something basic and now they expect me to be a genius every single task. This is the "why" the distinctions of mild or severe is harmful. Correct functioning is always bound to a context to function within.

[–] webghost0101@sopuli.xyz 1 points 1 week ago

As far as i deduct from the article this is specifically about devices that directly link to your wifi.

Most modern iot devices use a mesh network with an internet connected hub presumably those are way less at risk?

[–] webghost0101@sopuli.xyz 2 points 1 week ago

Well thats confusingly transparant.

[–] webghost0101@sopuli.xyz 2 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (1 children)

You do sound like a person knowledge enough to solve their own issues and you have been trying linux so I wouldn't lump you in with the majority of users that believe that all of linux requires terminal knowledge.

I let you in on a secret. I still have my windows drive in dual boot. I was very scared of linux, i just saw a hyprland gif and fell in love. As a windows poweruser i could not fully commit on that whim.

I have not booted into it in months and i use the same drive to install proton games. (So i can theoretically launch them from both sides) but i do plan to keep it there, just in case. At least for as long as i use that machine.

So by all means you are pretty much as much a limux user as i am, the only difference is with what os we dedicate time.

Recently i got into a powershell course from work and i know you can use 7 on unix, but i am actually thinking of spinning up some windows vm. My work is all windows so i do need to keep up. And there are good things i could say about it.

But i have a personal drive to learn linux, rooted in the philosophy of technological freedom, unrestricted by corporate whims. One day i hope to truly leave windows for a foss new world (does not need to be linux) and i hope sincere that on your own time, you will also join me there.

[–] webghost0101@sopuli.xyz 27 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago)

Well spotted, thank you friend. Edited.

[–] webghost0101@sopuli.xyz 102 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (2 children)

Actually reality check.

Toddlers perception of the world is much smaller.

Princess is just a word for wearing a pretty dress. Just like a knight is anyone with a blade.

And also that both of these may potentially ride horses.

“Being something when they are grown” is a thought put onto them by an adult.

If you are close enough to the child to have discussions with them there is still time to educate them when they are older.

Of course most people understand this and this is just a meme, i am just bored.

[–] webghost0101@sopuli.xyz 19 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (7 children)

There is not enough time for a revolution before the election.

Reality is people will have to make a choice D/R or neither. No matter how they chose there will be either a D or R in political power.

If you have a proposition that will actually guarantee a different outcome i am willing to listen..

My personal take is to wait till the second this power game is over and hard dictatorship is avoide. start then. At the very least you will have many more people willing to join. Currently your just hurting the credibility of your own cause.

[–] webghost0101@sopuli.xyz 13 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (5 children)

Honestly the only people worried about learning a new OS are people that have not even tried another OS for longer then 15 minuts in the last few years.

The desktop is still a desktop so is the taskbar.

The mouse works like a mouse, browser works like a browser and the majority of apps these days are browser apps.

The single actual difference i can think off is that rather then downloading an exe you use something similar to an appstore if your non technical or the command line if you don’t.

And if you are just a little technical you can acutely download that exe and install/run it just fine. (Wine)

[–] webghost0101@sopuli.xyz 21 points 1 week ago (19 children)

Agreed but the chance those tracks will be destroyed before the election is slim.

I applaud your call to activism but in reality much less people will ever commit to fighting for their ideals that way.

Many more people will however are willing to give a token to a “right cause”

Voting D is that token. It doesn't fix shit, especially considering the genocide but it will be a slower decline of human rights then the alternative.

More time to do activism.

There are many others, also on lemmy that are not calling for activism but for a token of not voting. I think the meme is a representation of that particular logic.

[–] webghost0101@sopuli.xyz 0 points 1 week ago

Sure i’ll have a look at decentralized certificate authorities options.

Very possibles to adapt my idea to whatever technology provides those function honestly.

The only actual connection i have with blockchain is that reading about it when it was new directly inspired in me a possible way to combat fake news.

[–] webghost0101@sopuli.xyz 0 points 1 week ago (2 children)

That hardware inputs can be faked is part of my reasoning here because there would be transparency of the source of footage.

If a reputable journalists fake their own footage and it would be found out their credibility would be gone.

If they often rely on borrowing footage and don't fact check it. Credibility will degrade as well.

Journalist media that does their work and only uses credible sources will thrive.

My solution isn't about who or how signature gets created but how ordinary people can check for themselves where a clip within footage originates from.

I am fine with inventing a new system that does this and call it something else than blockchain. But my understanding is that it does pretty much provide this functionality in a robust manner.

Also typing these comments on the go caused me to lose something dear to me on public transport. I am very sad now and probably wont engage further.

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