That's it there, as a younger man most of the relationships I've been in end around 1-3 months in when I start trusting them and open up more emotionally. They almost always start ignoring me, ghost me or tell me it's not working out.
It makes you really just lose confidence in yourself as a person, when you're reserved they want you they want your body, once you open up and you're vulnerable even once everything changes all of the sudden.
I'm lucky to have a girlfriend who doesn't think like that, the fact that she is part of LGBT community probably helps.
To be honest I love the idea of the government handling space exploration but (saying this as someone who works directly for a government body) the government is just too slow and ineffective to get space exploration online in the timeframe needed for it to generate new technologies that would help the climate crisis.
It's mostly because of funding and ineffective bureaucracy not lack of talent or capable workers, but it's a problem nonetheless.
In a better world...