I get this, in a slightly different way. when I really really like someone it starts to feel like they are literally living in my head and I police even my thoughts lest they see them. I know it's irrational but it's more of an impulse.

[–] t0fr@lemmy.ca 3 points 4 months ago

Good thing I like a lot of people, got to police my thoughts all the time for everyone

[–] FoxyGrandpa@lemmy.world 15 points 4 months ago

And then you secretly hope that it's true so they see you and think you are perfect and then fall in love with you

[–] CptEnder@lemmy.world 15 points 4 months ago (1 children)

I mean sounds like a performance sub. I could see how someone could feel comfort from being monitored by their dom/big, reporting in, and what not. Weirdly kinda romantic if it's their kink tbh.

[–] ThisIsAManWhoKnowsHowToGling@lemmy.dbzer0.com 4 points 4 months ago

What's a big? Haven't heard that one yet

[–] Skullgrid@lemmy.world 11 points 4 months ago

Whether a bourgie broad, nerd hoe, street chick

[–] moshtradamus666@lemmy.world 8 points 4 months ago

What a weird thought, I don't think I ever felt this way. People surely have different experiences.

[–] recklessengagement@lemmy.world 7 points 4 months ago

That sounds rather stressful

[–] needthosepylons@lemmy.world 4 points 4 months ago

Sounds very familiar..

[–] sem@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 4 months ago

Wtf