Progress update, been going out with friends a bunch, every weekend, concert, movies n shiz. Invited friends to my house for a party n shiz and was fun, got laid with one of the friends I've been hanging out the most. It's chill tho it's kinda a bit of friends with benefits, but ahahaha they're like sooo much nicer and sweeter with hella more interests in common compared to my last ex. I wont end up dating them cuz I just wanna have friends but it makes me happy knowing that my standards could be way higher for next time.

I've been feeling hella more self motivated and awake, more than ever. Going from an online relationship to actually going out n shiz is like the best thing I've done. It's tragic how my last relationship ended but now I'm a bit more glad it happened. Still friends with them msg them ocassionally but I had taken a long break from them to reset my mindset.

I'm enjoying my friends, the one friend with benefits might end up to come back to bite me in the ass due to getting feelings but we're still being good friends and they already asked if I wanna hang out this weekend again ahahah. Life good atm, but will def get a therapist at some point.