lobelia581

i know exactly how it happens since i'm too overwhelmed to do the task but i feel too guilty to relax, i just don't know how to prevent it lmao

and that's a perfectly good reason to not open a game. they're supposed to be fun

i saw a post once talking about how people think they had more energy when they were younger, but it's actually because they now using more time and energy to take care of themselves. i'd like to believe that's true

when i'm able to muster the energy to not stay in bed doom scrolling. so about once a month

i feel that. and usually i end up obsessed over finding anything that could distract me but everything feels like trash for a while so it's a whole downward spiral

that's why they're building bunkers or trying to go into space

Found these comments for more context

It should be a bad translation but some things are beyond my mortal comprehension

i also feel a lot of peer pressure to be perfect, but this time i was feeling down because i had just restarted after taking a long break and was doing a lot worse than i used to. it's not as if i can go back to being as good as i was without practicing though, so i just have to keep doing it and laugh a bit to feel better

thanks dude, glad i got step one down

it's a key smash

in 3 hours

heh, those are rookie numbers