Stop Drinking

hello all happy monday, almost day 5. rollercoaster of a day. put in an official complaint about the nurse who doesn't like addicts, survivors, she's going to get cooked next shift, learned a ton about myself and my emotions in class then I saw my xbox buddy who I've only met 4 times in 15 years (I got so bent at his 21st he hasn't drank since) and dropped off supplies and chatted for a couple hours which was really uplifting, THEN

AA/NA meeting, stassies first meeting and she shared a lovely passage from a meditation book and talked about her best mate who's still in addiction. usually the host holds up a pen if a bit goes on too long but he interrupted her saying she needs to talk about her own recovery, stassie snapped and ran out of the meeting cause she was so embarrassed and she said I'm never going to another meeting again. so I wrote a letter to the host saying he broke the interruption rule and should have held up the pen, he ruined the meeting and needs to apologize to all 5 of us especially stassie and that im thinking of casting a vote for a new host cause I feel that was completely unacceptable. it's a support group ffs.

fk the pen, fk the subject matter there was 5 of us in the group and we have all the time in the world.

decrepit old bastard saw me later in the hallway and apologized profusely and if the group agrees he'll step down as host. I just said good and went to bed and wrote this.

been a wild ride gang, cant wait to see what drama happens tomorrow. 2 and a bit weeks to go.

courage to change the things I can.