[-] xilliah@beehaw.org 2 points 3 days ago

Also if you haven't yet, be sure to check out quantum mechanics. Personally I enjoy the Everett interpretation.

[-] xilliah@beehaw.org 2 points 3 days ago

Reminds me of Life of Pi, where the protagist was told he could choose anything as a kid.

[-] xilliah@beehaw.org 1 points 3 days ago

Is that neo paganism? I've witnessed a pagan marriage once and I also experienced Heilung live.

Have you ever read about how Charles the great forcefully converted many pagans to Christianity?

I've been wanting to visit a local grove.

[-] xilliah@beehaw.org 2 points 3 days ago

Wow neat. I'm also an ordained minister for the flying spaghetti monster. May his noodly appendages bless you.

[-] xilliah@beehaw.org 2 points 3 days ago

Do you have any religious feelings?

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There was another poll that showed that there were virtually no transmen here. Would be interesting if someone researched that.

I think the trans community tends towards privacy oriented tools due to the political climate.

Let me tell you one of the reasons that I'm here. When I was eight I got a pc on my birthday. My sister was on that thing for two weeks using dos and acing grand prix motor. She was given a baby doll which could cry and eat and pee. That goes to show how deeply ingrained these norms are in our culture. How would my sister ever have a chance without a pc? She received the message and didn't touch it again.

Another thing I can bring to the table is that I had game history and we learned that marketing of games used to be to boys and girls. And in the 80s or so it was figured out that marketing only to one gender group is more successful. That's when games started focusing solely on boys.

Further, all the game authors were men, which further cements it.

For example I've been playing Oblivion lately and it's almost impossible to find some proper pants. Any pants that I pick up magically transform into skirts and dresses: 1000011965

Make of that what you will.

[-] xilliah@beehaw.org 1 points 3 days ago

That's interesting, do you know what's written on the scroll?

[-] xilliah@beehaw.org 1 points 4 days ago

Afaik there's also this idea of strong atheist and weak atheist, and strong and weak theists. The weak ones are more on the agnostic side.

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As far as I'm concerned this is a free speech comment section. Just don't forget the people who might be reading this and the beelaw.

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If you are having issues finding housing as a trans person or would like to help others, consider joining this new matrix chat room.

I’ve recently been helping some folks with their housing needs and thought that creating a network could be incredibly helpful. By pooling our resources, whether it’s sharing links, tips, or even just advice, we can support each other more effectively. ❤️

We have a privacy-focused collaborative document to organize our resources and ideas. It'll grow over time. 📄

Let’s make this a supportive space for everyone! 🌸

Sharing and updoots appreciated! bee flag trans emoji

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Do you deserve free time and freedom? And what about love? ❤️

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Mine is crunchy dark chocolate muesli with milk and a bit of sugar.

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Hey just an update, as I made a post Thursday a week ago that was quite heavy, and I felt it would be unfair to leave that hanging.

I've finally gone on hrt and I feel amazing. In a terrible kind of way. Like still totally depressed, numb, concentration issues and the like but in a feeling fantastic kind of way.

Last Monday I broke a vase. I left it like that until today. I tidied up, cleaned up, moved furniture, cried cuz of music, hung pictures on the wall which I wanted to do for years, apologized to a friend, unpacked more of my stuff. I rewarded myself by going out and getting a pizza. I clicked with everyone it was fantastic.

While I was biking home I realized that I knew I wouldn't be tired. I wouldn't have to retreat into a dark corner with my phone, pushing away hours hoping for my stamina to return.

Hormones work. I still can't believe it. I still can't believe I am a woman. I still can't believe that I can decide what I'll do tomorrow. I still can't believe that this is what life is like for most poeple. Ya'll doing a bunch of drugs 24 7 essentially. And this goes on for the rest of my life? Omg

Edit: this song

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So have ya'll watched Pose yet? I can't stop watching the music videos!

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I'm making a necklace from silver wire and a decently sized green agate. It's for my lovely sister. There will be a tree from the silver wire going over the stone, it's a pattern you see around sometimes.

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Picture unrelated, I just liked it. It's from all over you, from 1997.

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