It definitely takes time and that's ok.
Yeah that sounds exhausting :(
I thought that for a long time of my life. Turns out, all of my childhood my feelings, my likes and my dislikes were all invalidated constantly by everyone around me. Which lead me to have no idea who I was or what I wanted.
Not saying that's the same case for you but, might be time to do some inner work.
That's actually not true at all. If you got the TOVA test, it specifically states in their instructions that it will not diagnose someone who does that type of job for a living because you're immune to the tests criteria. So you could score a perfect normal score and still be very very ADHD.
I'm recently diagnosed. Meds don't work for everyone (thankfully they do for me) but just knowing that was the problem has been so fucking life changing. It's made so much of my life make sense, it's allowed to to explore other options for how to make my life work for me, and I've been able to communicate at work my needs to be able to stay on task.
Looks great!
I'd still recommend native plants for the majority of areas in a dessert landscape.
That would be fun!
Ohhh what kind of racecar? I'm actually going after work to the shop to go scale our car. Cross is a bit off keeps getting a little loose at the corner exit.
Also a woman btw
Edit, just saw your other comment were racing very different cars but that's awesome!
Mad respect to iron workers you guys are nuts sometimes lol
Non tech, I currently work in municipal water but previous to that was municipal sewer.
I also saw in this thread I'm not the only woman working on a racecar! Hell yeah
I've had a taste of that life and it's not for the faint of heart. Thank you for everything you did.